...why?Why won't you go away? Why do you continue to haunt me? Why did you do this? Why didn't you listen?...why?
...I said no...
Why did you convince me of my guilt? Why were you proud of your abuse? Why did you kill me over and over again?
... stab my heart into itty-bitty pieces...
Why did I love you? Why does it hurt? Why can't I let this go?
... why?
Why?Why won't you go away? Why do you continue to haunt me? Why did you do this? Why didn't you listen?Why?
...I said no...
Why did you convince me of my guilt? Why were you proud of your abuse? Why did you kill me over and over?
...Stab my heart into itty-bitty little pieces...
Why did I love you? Why can't I let this go?
...Why?
When Walls Talk Back.*Sigh* as she closes and locks her door. #Thuhhd# as the phone hits the hardwood floor. She collapses on her bed. Tonight, enough was said. She turns out the light, She turns up the music, Damn, Tonight's gonna be a long night. ----- This air tastes bitter, as if it's unreal, The past few months flash before my eyes on a movie reel. This air feels too hot, as if it's burning my skin, I try to remember the first time I questioned my life, but where do I begin? This air forces pressure on me, as if it's trying to collapse my bones, Since I learned to talk I feelWhen Walls Talk Back.
| 1)Ok so I am not usually dressed up in pretty clothes 2) I sing... but its more operatic then anything else >.< 3) I got accepted into my dream college - WOOT 4) Yes I am medically proven to have OCD and Depression, and what annoys me the most is when people say Oh I have OCD, and they just like things neat or in order >.< GET A GRIP don't say you have OCD unless your therapist tells you so. 5) Just because I have OCD does not mean I will obsess over you. (Especially YOU gentleman *ahem*) I have OCD, it is not in any way related to how I am as a gf. I am not controlling or clingy, I am me, so get a grip and quit freaking out every time I say, hey I really am diagnosed >.< I'm trying to be honest and cool about it, you all throw it to the next level. 6) I ... dunno >.< 7) High School is stupid, its not the best time of your life, kids just trying to discover themselves and hurting others in the process is about all high school is to me. 8) I wish I didn't make mistakes, but then I wouldn't be human. I just hope people I have hurt will someday learn to forgive me =/ 9) Last one before 10 10) give me music title's or artists to look up, I stick it on a list and go down... its a huge list... I really should work more on it >.< |
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Joy
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smile because you are beautiful
Today I will give a stranger one of my smiles. It might be the only sunshine a person sees all day
i have never seen a smiling face that wasn't beautiful
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So excuse me for forgetting But these things I do You see I've forgotten If they're green or they're blue Anyway the thing is well I really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen
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smile because you are beautiful
Today I will give a stranger one of my smiles. It might be the only sunshine a person sees all day
i have never seen a smiling face that wasn't beautiful
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So excuse me for forgetting But these things I do You see I've forgotten If they're green or they're blue Anyway the thing is well I really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen
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smile because you are beautiful
Today I will give a stranger one of my smiles. It might be the only sunshine a person sees all day
i have never seen a smiling face that wasn't beautiful
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